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pics from this weekend [25 Sep 2005|09:09pm] 8 | Simply because.

this weekend!! [20 Sep 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | bouncy ] so i'm really pretty excited for this weekend. the next month actually.. ugh i have so much to look forward to! i love it when this happens! ok SO where to start..sara and i got our homecoming dresses last night. i got two. ones green and really adorable but REALLY EFFIN short. i was going to wear it to venice but eh i dont know. i dont want to get in trouble or anyone to like see my ass. but my other one is black and really cute. venice homecoming football game this friday with my whore. um YES! should be pretty fun. then saturday! homecoming bitches! really cant wait. pictures of this weekend DEFINITELY coming soon..next weekend my baby is coming down for my birthday!! ugh i miss him i can not wait. its going to be the best ever. i get my permit and find out when i get my braces off!! then..rhs and shs homecomings are in oct sometime. i'm plannin on going to howloscream sometime too. so yah..busy month. but exciting. so yeah.. i'm getting my hair cut and dyed soon..any ideas? thanks<3 1 | Simply because.

HOMECOMING '05 [14 Sep 2005|02:43pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | pretty girl ] so i'm going to homecoming. venice and probably riverviews too. COMMENT if you're going to homecoming Simply because.

[14 Sep 2005|02:38pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | ruthless ] if i'm not careful, i could fuck up the best thing in the whole entire world. i just couldnt bear doing that. i can't lose him. he means everything to me. i just miss him so effing much it hurts. i cant wait til my birthday. no not because its my birthday. not cuz i'm getting my permit. not cuz i get presents and money. i could care less about all that. but its because i get to see zach on my birthday! ughh it will be the best birthday present i could ever get. i love him so much<3 2 | Simply because.

[31 Aug 2005|05:08pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | mixtape ] This weekend is going to blow. Zach is going out of town. Sara is grounded for all eternity. jenny is going out of town. everyone is busy. i have to work saturday. all day. If anyone wants to do anything this weekend COMMENT please. Thankss. Simply because.

[29 Aug 2005|06:28pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | don't move ] All i can do now is smile. I am so lucky. <3 2 | Simply because.

ohhh babyyyy [20 Aug 2005|11:28pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | everything ] holy holy HOLY shit. next weekend. brenna. so in love. <3 ! 2 | Simply because.

hair [17 Aug 2005|10:12pm] [ mood | blah ] Should I dye my hair blonde or darker brown? or should i keep it how it is? I'd love some opinions pleassee!! =D 11 | Simply because.

i'm sorry [17 Aug 2005|06:53pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | a lifetime ] Ok. Listen. I just want to say to all of my friends at pine view that i am truely sorry. really, i am. i feel absolutely terrible. i know it was a quick decision but it was one that was made for the better. i will do so much better at venice. i really dont want anybody to take it personally. it has nothing to do with you guys. i still love you more than anything. its just my family and i decided this would be best for me. i know you feel like i betrayed you but thats not true. i will always be your friend. i will always be there for you and i was always be loyal to you. and we can still hang out on weekends. just call me anytime. i will definitely be back to visit as much as possible. please don't be upset. i am going to be happier at venice. i will be able to make better grades and i am aking all the classes i wanted to take. everything just worked out at venice. i know you are going to be mad at me but i just hope you realize that if i was looking at where i'd want to be friend wise..of course i'd chose PV in a heartbeat. you guys are great friends and i couldnt thank you more for being there for me. and i promise to do the same for you even though i dont go to the same school anymore. i love you all very much and i hope you can forgive me. Love, Jess <3 2 | Simply because.

venice high [16 Aug 2005|05:10pm] [ mood | nervous ] so today at like 2 i had an appt with the guidance counselor at pv and my parents (mom and matt..my dad doesnt exsist anymore)..anyway and right after i had an appt at 3 with the vice principle of venice high..i decided to leave pv and go to venice..so i went back to pv, withdrew, and turned in all my books and emptied out my locker. tomorrow morning i go to venice, register..and then go to class..at venice! wow..that was soo freakin sudden..and kinda unexpected. well i'm really nervous now and i'm going to miss everyone at PV soooo muchh!! SARA BONEE!! ALESSII!! BIBBLES!! COURTNEY!! RICKY!! TRISH!! ADAMM!! FELIX!! CHRIS!! BONNIEE!! ELSA!! AND ANYONE ELSE I FORGOT I'M GOING TO MISS YOU LIKE CRAZZZZZZZZYYY!! i'm so sorry i did this to all of you..expecially without saying bye but we can still hang out on weekends! PROMISE! i love you all verry verry muchh! please dont be mad at me! venice high here i come..wish me luck. 13 | Simply because.

[16 Aug 2005|05:09pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | never let you go ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR ROEEE!!! I love you soooo much!! i miss you and i hope i see you sooonn!! you need to come visit me right nowww!! happy 17th!! p.s. good luck with the car..don't forget you can always get a ride with me..lol j/p i love you! Simply because.

MySpace! [15 Aug 2005|09:46pm] [ mood | exhausted ] MySpace! http://www.myspace.com/25532731 Simply because.

[11 Aug 2005|09:16pm] I want to go to hawaii. Will someone take me please?? 3 | Simply because.

[09 Aug 2005|01:48pm] [ mood | excited ] JEFFREY ASKED ME OUT ON AUGUST 5 2005 AND NOW WE ARE GOING OUT!! =D <33 2 | Simply because.

[08 Aug 2005|08:20pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | lose control ] the first day of school. what more can i say? went to bed at 1130 last night, woke up at 545..was totally exhausted. wisler is going to be a great 00 class..hes so hilarious and i sit next to sara..lol you get my point..0 period i have psych with salzman and shes great..i also have her last period for ap human..those two classes are going to be fun. i have a new chem teacher and she seems alright but of course all teachers seem alright the firts day..skipper doesnt seem that awful but who knows right? french rocks..madame black is the best person in the world. shes wonderful!! i absolutely love love love love getting out at 105! today i came home and talked to jeff, ate lunch, and slept from 230-6. it was amazing. now i have to do some hw. but i dont have much. well i got the rest of my school supplies and have to do a crap load of organizing. 4 | Simply because.

[06 Aug 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | as you sleep ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM CLARKE!! I hope you had a great birthday and i hope you like your gifts! Hope you had fun at lunch! I missed you and enjoyed seeing you today! Happy driving!! Love, Jess Simply because.

[05 Aug 2005|11:29pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | i'm sprung ] i went shopping today!!!! omg I spent so much money but i got soo many clothes!! i'm so happy! i would post everything i got but that would take too much effort right now so..maybe some other time. i met up with jeff, mike, and craig for like an hour tonight..anddd..yeah then i came home..pretty interesting huh? well i have to work from 9-12 tomorrow and i have to babysit tomorrow night around like 5. but i think i might be going out on the boat with bibbles and some other people tomorrow for a couple hours during the day.. on sunday i want like everybody to come over or something. we should have a party. a good-bye summer party. but a party isnt a party without people so does anyone want to come? commment if you want to come over sunday..or if you just love me. 1 | Simply because.

[05 Aug 2005|11:23pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | because of you ] I really hope i didn't make a mistake. I hope I didn't do something i'm going to regret. 1 | Simply because.

[04 Aug 2005|06:02pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | i'm so icy ] Bibbles is going to be here in an hour!!!! yayyyyy!! i miss him so much!! 3 | Simply because.

It's been a while [02 Aug 2005|12:44am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | your body - pretty ricky ] I know i havent written like all summer but alot has happened and I have decided to start over with this journal. Biggest things that happened this summer: - moved to Osprey - took LMS - went to Martha's Vineyard and North Carolina - Got a job at Publix - Chris and I broke up So first things first. I moved to Osprey in May. I absolutely love my new house (besdies its really far away from some of my friends). We actually have different types of floors in this house! I have carpet in my room..wow exciting huh. I have a walk-in closet! Now THAT is exciting! I love my new bed. Its a queen size and it's not on the floor! I like all the new furniture in my room and I have cable in my room now! I'm getting a desk and a computer for my birthday (hopefully) and my room will be absolutely perfect! We have a pool and i love having my own private pool. I'm so going to have alot of people over soon! I live like 2 minutes from school so my house is going to be the new hangout place after school! I took LMS this summer from June 6-23. Pretty gay but I got an A so i'm happy. Now i just have to get personal fitness over and my community service hours. I went to Martha's vineyard with chris and his family. We stayed a week and painted and cleaned to get the house ready for the renters. Even though we were working the whole time I still had fun. I love it there! I so want to move to massachusettes! Anyway on the way up in jacksonville their trailor caught on fire and all my new clothes burned. I was pretty upset but i've been shopping alot lately and this weekend i'm going on a huge ass shopping spree and spending a shitload of money! cant wait!! Anyway after Martha's vineyard we stopped in NC for a couple days. The first day i got back from the vineyard i went grocery shopping with my mom at Publix. When we were looking at apples the produce manager came up to my mom and asked her if she ever worked at publix. my mom was like uh yeah but like 25 years ago and the guy was like oh yeah i remember you you worked at so and so publix and so and so was your boss. and she was like yeah so they were talking and i was like hey i'm her daughter i need a job so he brought me to the manager and i got a call 2 days later asking me to come in for an interview. So i did and i got sara a job too. So we went to all the orientations together and now we both work atthe palmer ranch publix! come visit us sometime! Chris and I are no more. We broke up July 24th. It was a mutual agreement. but now we are in a big fight but I dont want to post the details and start shit on here so if you are interested just IM me and if i feel like i can tell you i will. This week has been alot of fun. I have hung out with alot of friends that i have been meaning to hang out with for a long time and gaining alot of friendships back that i had lost. Cailans been down and we've been hanging out! i've missed her soo much! Sara and I have hung out alot more..which i love. i love spending time with her too! And brenna..shes so crazy and so fun to be with. Alessi is my HLH4L! duh! love her much too! I've become pretty good friends with courtney. hes alot of fun to hang with. ANDD i'm friends with bibbles again! i've missed him. Craig and mike are wonderful and i love them. then there is jeff. jeffrey, jeffrey, jeffrey..what can i say? he's so sweet!! this weeks been pretty fun! i had a horrible day on friday (dont wanna post but again can IM me)but the rest has been amazing. We've gone to the mall, movies, dinner, beach, downtown, and club escapes this week and its just been so incredible! I absolutely adore my friends and they mean the world to me!! we got a week left til school! we gotta live it up!! its impossible to make up for a whole summer missed in 2 weeks..but i sure as hell can make them the best that they can be!! i gotta work this week tuesday 330-6, wednesday, and thurday (will post hours later) but i have friday off and i'm going to try and get saturday off too. We have to go crazy this week! CALL ME ANYTIME to hang out! so thats my summer '05. pretty shitty huh? well i've decided not to be such a tight ass anymore and to chill out and just have fun. we gotta make the best out of this school year considering alot of my friends leave for college next year =( and cuz i need some fun in my life! well thats it for now! Leave me some love!<3<3 6 | Simply because.

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